yaaaay ashley!

i finally watched the last episode of the bachelorette! so so happy that ashley chose JP and not Ben. anyways, Ben reacted negatively. such a douche on calling JP a safer bet.. god. can feel how frustrating that was. so so happy for JP! been hoping for him and ashley! :D as for Ben, he's so much the same as Bentley Williams, but Bentley is far more worse than Ben. satisfied with this season's ending. :D Congrats Ashley and JP on the wedding! i know a year late, but really. finally i got to know. and had the time. hahaa.

a once in a lifetime opportunity..

hai again. well, i am finally, believe it or not, well for once, using an IMac desktop, well, its my sister's but, hey, sharing is caring ;) keyboard is quite small. but just nice. might not let this baby go.

Skype. Skype.

well, lately, these past few days, i've been skyping with people. like at one time. haha. funny thing was, everyone got excited that we decided to gather via Skype and enjoy ourselves talking about the future and the past and the present. and daus and tini, if you're reading this, :P its your internet. :P haha. why am i blogging this, you might ask? well, its just great to see mostly everyone still in touch after we, well, not officially, but you could call it that, officially, graduated from high school. its funny how time passed in a blink of an eye, when its what? 12 years? 13? its been absolutely a pleasure studying in St. George's school, with the challeges we had to go through but, we made it through all didnt we? will never forget those times, laughing, crying, getting scolded and how we rebelled when there was more ridiculous rules made. it was our final year after all. haha YOLO. to the teachers, thank you so much for giving your time in pushing us and educating us with such knowledge, in not just an educational way, but also in terms of teaching us how to handle life, to discipline us, to help us, guide us throughout the years and journey in SGS. to my class, *sigh* what can i do without you guys? nothing. must admit that our class was really awesome. crazy. literally crazy. to anyone from the class reading this, thanks for making the final year, memorable. to the juniors, well, firstly to the year 10s going to year 11 next year, a big good luck to you for o levels :) spend your time well with your friends, teachers, and also, try to enjoy your final year, alot of stress will be added along the way, but, im sure you'll do well. :) well, looking at what i just typed. the tittle post, has gone out of topic. :P nevertheless. its great topic to be remembered. xx

nom nom nom food food food drinks drinks drinks

the variety of sweet things has attracted my sight and nose. Austrailia's food definitely captured my thinking on wanting to go back to Brunei or not :P i still do love Brunei's food as well, no doubts. nevertheless, the main attraction has been always, my boost, max brenner, nandos, and little malaysia. so far ive drank boost, as always my King William Chocolate. My sister's cooking. omg. no great words can describe because its too yummy. (tiring in preparations though :P) there's sweet things in a different form that is available here but not in Brunei. lovely yummy pieces fitting into my life ;)

Brisbane Austrialia is where i am

well. I'm currently, at this moment, is in The Great Austrailia, Brisbane! :D been, eating. :P haha and watching movies, and cleaning stuffs a little.. other than that, went out to celebrate Abg Rom's Graduation!! :D as for today, since ive time at home, cleaned more things out and is relaxing. ;) well, ill keep you guys posted. on my daily things.

More movies

Did I mention, that this morning, I took the time to watch Rise Of The Guardian with my family? Haha. Yes, it was indeed a great movie. Hahaha. It's adorable. Haha.

Feeling........

Well, I'm feeling underestimated, since I'm 17. And the staff is taking their sweet time. I'm hungry. And want to go shopping in the airport. Sigh. Nearly 2 hours. I've been waiting. :/ will this waiting stop?

Stuck.

Well, I'm currently at the changi airport, Singapore. I'm kinda lost. Thankfully, a family took me to the transfer and now I'm waiting for an assistant. I'm very grateful to them. Huhu... Am scared though. It's my first time transiting, alone. Meanwhile, since theyre making me wait so long. I took the time to connect myself with the wireless, and yes, write a post. Words cannot express the fear, excitement, mostly, the fear I'm feeling right now. God knows. :/ Might burst into tears if this gets any longer.

7 Morning

Right now. 7 AM. IM THINKING OF HOW MUCH I WILL SLEEP. WILL NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR 5 hours alone in Singapore. :/ Huhu.... Shit. Anyways, I'm up early because I'm watching Rise If The Guardian later around 11 AM. It's........ Quite a tight schedule today. Gonna bloody miss people today. Lots of people. Huhu.. Anyways,before I leave to Aussie, I'd like to say to everyone to take care of themselves and pray me for a safe flight as well as transiting, as well as for my safe return. :) Much love. xx

A deep post.

Well, the next few paragraphs would probably be so deep. I've not much people around at the moment where I can express this. But hints hints.. It's been rough. Like really. I know it's what we learn in life where we learn from every mistake. But what if, this mistake, the main element of it, specifically a person, keeps on coming into your normal day, in any way. It's scary, when you're trying to get rid of it. It got me thinking. What if, it's not done. What if, my chapters on that particular topic doesn't end here? What if I'm not the only one writing the story of my life right now? What if? IF SEEMS TO BE COMING OUT ALOT RIGHT NOW. Nevertheless, I know, I am for sure, not looking back. Never. No regrets. Slightly, if everything were to be in place, a post on this will be existing, in the opposite way. Trust me. Much love. xx

Flying off..

Well, I'm going to Aussie today.. Alone. First time transit.. Alone.. A little scared... Anyways, I'm also going to miss everybody with the fact that I'll be gone for around two months.. Will be blogging about my life still as there is wireless at my sister's place.. Huhuh... Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to my stay with my sister for this two months. Huhuh..

Happy Birthday Amanina Wafiqah

Well, today, we celebrated my niece's birthday, heheh AMANINA !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Had a great blast :) it was fantastic with everything. She was of course beautiful in the dress she wore today. Over all, it was a memorable event to be remembered. Happy Birthday Amanina, we love you. Lots of love from your aunty nana xx

Movies

Well, I've been watching movies such as life of Pi and Wreck It Ralph. Both are really really good. Like seriously. A must watch for both of the movies. I wanna watch Pitch Perfect again though... Huhu

How I'm missing people.

god. i'm missing people of Year 11B (2012) :( its been such a wonderful year with them. wonderful in a way that, no matter how rough the situation gets, we're still there for each other. its wonderful on the variation of our characters that fills as a great element for this class. its wonderful how we back each other up. its just... wonderful. i cant quite put my feelings into words on how much i love these people. the happy times remind me of how much we had fun, the sad times remind me of how we stood by each other. the mad times remind me of how we came out stronger. everytime, every moment, meant so much. i'll never, never, forget this class. big impact. xx

3rd Day

Final Day and Night Well, went to the chocolate factory where we actually learned the fact about cocoa and how they developed it into different types of interesting flavours, Sabah Style. ;) More shopping, where this time, shopped a lil crazy, but worth it. Dinner time, it was fantastic, laughters surrounded the hallways of Nelayan Seafood restaurant as we ate through the night as we watched several performances from the locals telling and showing us how the culture works traditionally. Though some things weren’t quite unresolved on why it actually happened, it went quite well.. The night was ended with me packing before I return to homeland Brunei. I plan to shop tomorrow though. I should.. :P goodnight then. 

KK (2nd Day)

Well, woke up around 7. Bloody tired. Had breakfast at the hotel. Yummy~ ! Anyways, went out around 10, where we had a tour guide (since gov wants it that way for people coming to KK with a bus a their mode of transportation. Well, ofcourse, shopping at one borneo. Didn’t get much except for food. Mc D :P FINALLY BOUGHT KP3D! as well as Alicia Keys’s new album. AHHH! :D and also the movie, Brave. :D Dearest sister came to surprise my cousin and I this evening. Was super excited , happy and still in shock. Hahaha. Lepak to end the night ;)

KK (1st Day)

Well I slept late. Writing about what im going through in life in here. I think I slept for almost an hour.. only. Haha. Throughout my journey to KK, I slept throughout most of the journey. Finally, around 3, checked in to Promenade. Was still bloody sleepy. :O

MIA.

well, i went to KK. :P following post will be the writings that i did each day at the end of every day i was there. haha. so.. Yeah

to my beloved.... people (Part 1: Mashiath)

dearest, dearest, Mashiath. if you ever see this, i'd like to say thank you so much for every single thing you've done for me. to be there, to be my shoulder to cry on, to hear out all of my bullcrap that doesnt end, for all those advices, texts, calls you've made with me, basically, everything. its such an honour to have met someone like you. As i've said, no regrets on the seat exchange last few years when we were in class together for the very first time. made so much memories and i know, after this, more are to come. to describe such feelings into words. makes this post shorter, as how much i thank god for introducing her into my life cannot be translated into words. MANABOND FOREVER. eeeeeek! Mashiath Mahabub, you know i love you. xx

highlight events for the year.

-17th Birthday. well, well, well. a party was waiting for me when i returned from tuition. 8th April, Sunday. who wouldnt be surprised to your friends waiting for you in the kitchen. well, that was what happened to me when, mal, decided to plan that. bloody surprised.it was quite.. a touching event overall. :') -June O Level well, i took 3 subjects! :D nerve wracking. -Doa Selamat at SGS well, there was a holy ceremony held at SGS to welcome the holy month and to pray for His Majesty's upcoming birthday. -Sultan's Birthday guess WHAT! i got a photo with the sultan during the "Bercemar Duli" event held for him in Bandar. great moments. As well as a group photo, with the Prince, Prince Mateen. :) was so honoured to have their pictures taken with me! :D -Puasa well, its been crazy for this year. had extra classes, MOCK EXAMS. bloody crazy. but managed to make time to spend the time with family and friends for a sungkai! -Hari Raya went to lots of open houses! had my own open house as well. with the colourful clothing, (EVEN MASH MADE HER OWN BAJU KURUNG) and yummy cakes, as well, as happy faces,it was indeed a great raya. When Outshine had its Raya Open House, it was too a great event, as we were surrounded by splendid food as well as drinks. For the sgs celebration. all i can say: : LOTS OF FOOD. haha. -Andy Suzuki And The Method went to watch their show. Result? IT WAS WORTH EVERY MINUTE. went to watch with Mash, Fiqah and Brandon! had lots of fun with them. :) the band consist of Andy, Jason and Kozza. three talented boys. love them so much. had a meet and greet session. it was mindblowing. (PS: I MISS YOU BOYS) come back soon. :P we even went to send them off before the leave brunei after extending their stay for another week for their beloved methodonnas and methodons in Brunei. indeed was a pleasure to meet them. :D -Last Day of school. one of the.... saddest, saddest moments in my life.we were celebrating teacher's day, and must i say, a very well organized one and well presented event this year organized by the prefects! it ended in happy tears as well as sad tears, to be leaving a school with a memory of nearly 13 years of my life. no one could bear the sadness of doing so.. -O Levels it was crazy, stress much. nerve wracking. everything into one. like BOOM! hahaha! it was really a big step in this process. its still is scary. -Hangouts after exams were over, crazily, we all hung out tgether. i myself had a hectic weeks in finding a dress, checking out collges, shopping, out with the gang. had a barbeque party with everyone at Mash's. it was bloody awesome! one of the best moments! :D PITCH PERFECT HANGOUT! i love pitch perfect! its AWESOME! :D shopping with bal, cheen and aris.. THUMBS UP!:P went out with Ms. Chak and nearly the whole class. extremely great! :D had pizza hut! yummy of course! :D -PROM well, finally. a post on prom. it was amazing. enough said. everyone was absolutely beautiful, handsome, good looking. :D it was of course, a crazy night. midnight strucked as we had to go home by then! huhu.. indeed everyone felt great! :D every moment felt awesome! COUSIN! my cousin, from sg is HERE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Well, pictures, can all be found at fb.. you know where ;) xx

2012, The final year, being a senior, fresh faces.

well, been going through alot on education for the last few 11 months of my life in preparing for my O Levels. it was totally nerve wracking and still will always be nerve wracking. through out the year as well, ive been making time to spend as much time with my fellow classmates as its our final year. (SUCKSSSSSSSS) will definitely miss these crazy people. through out the year as well, alot of responsibilities had to be carried out, as it is, well, our senior year. made new friends throughout the whole year as well. memories were made throughout the whole year with seniors, big events and small events. eventually there was a point where we nearly exploded. but i guess, with the help of some of our motivating teachers, as well as some friends, we were able to make it through. troubles were made (i tell you, crazy troubles) but it was fun. its our final year anyway :P i must say, it was quite a balanced year for me. (not sure for you people) xx

its been... a while.

well, a year passed, and i'm bringing this blog back to life. sure i must be the only human, to still use blogspot.com nevertheless, this is after all my blog. :P okay. so since 2011 of course. the usual holidays and all before facing the "obstacles" in 2012. with me writing this post, obviously, alhamdulilah, i survived the war. its been a very, very, very busy hectic year. ive been doing ok in terms of health condition. the usual sickness, like flu and all, of course, comes rarely. (thank god!) have i mentioned? ive an iphone! :D so.. in seperate tittles, i shall post, things that has been going on.