Assalamualaikum. So as most of you know, I have been in a wreck where I am in a bad shape. See, here's the thing,the things I write in tonight is to express of things that has happened and right now what I think of it. So, back where I said I'm in a bad shape, I'm not gonna specify on why or what, but I'd like to just point out how appreciative I am towards the people who literally helped me go through today. There's my mom, my sisters, my brother, and my girlfriends and also beh who saved me in such ways, that my chest was able to be slightly lifted. I'll be lying to say I'm ok, but I feel better moreover after talking to some people about what kind of complications I had in my mind. Its really a suffocating feeling that you cannot get rid of.
And for now, I just reached home, I feel so much better. I really am thankful for these people who fit right in my life. Because it takes a whole lot of energy to deal with such person like me who experiences life in such complicated ways. So for that. Thank you. <3 Thank you for being the lamp in my dark room.
PS: I'll get back to wa soon. I promise. Just not for this few days at the moment.
Till then, Assalamualaikum. <3 xx
