Here I Am.

Assalamualaikum to who ever is reading this, wherever you may be, whatever time it is. Its been quite a while, and previously, my last post was about me going for my chemo. So, now that its June, guess what? I made it through with chemo. So I finally decided to go on blogging to personally tell what has happening, what I've experienced, as well as, what is going on now. 4 Cycles of chemo. 4 months of chemo. It was living hell. No one but cancer patients would understand the exact hell I'm talking about. Having to vomit 'nothing' at the same time eat to fill the empty tummy was how this nausea feeling put a living pain. Nevertheless, I'm thankful for those "pain" has cured me mostly. Having to not spend the time with my other friends, not socializing as usual, not having school majority of the time basically felt different. Of course, who would really be so used to it instantaneously. But these past few months, despite going through chemo, I've learned so many things that practically changed my life. Not that I'll mention it here, but basically it involved in really putting an effect in my life that I'll never forget. All those times missed this year, could be and would be worth it in the end, I told myself. All those "pain", those misery, will finally pay off soon insyallah. Right now, losing my hair, losing weight (17KG), I tell myself, all this will be back. Well maybe not the weight, I would love to maintain it. hahah But basically, I've been eating healthy, not eating any sweet things, and only have been drinking water and some fresh orange juice. I do miss the chocolate and all, but yeah. Its ok. :) Basically, now, I just wanna say how thankful I am, to my family, my friends, my teachers, both from SGS as well PTEM, not forgetting the nurses and doctors who has been helping me fight this part 1 battle. It was an easier process thanks to you guys. throughout these 4 months, the things you guys did for me will be unforgettable as well as something I would never forget. THANK YOU SO MUCH and MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU. Now? Well, I'm in Singapore at a hotel's internet lounge, typing out my life basically. I'm finally doing the last part of my battle: Radiotherapy. How long RT will be? Not sure, but I'll be here for quite a while. Till then, I ask for prayers of helping me to get through this smoothly. Amin Amin. Thank You.