Monday, June 30, 2014

Radiotherapy.

Assalamualaikum and here we are again. I'm officially starting my radiotherapy treatment tomorrow. So, so, nervous, but nevertheless, I'm wishing and praying to Allah that it will all go smoothly and well. Amin.. I'll be starting it tomorrow morning. So, wish me luck. :) Bye. :)

Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Assalamualaikum again to everyone, I just want to wish everyone a great Ramadhan Al Mubarak. May we use this time to improve every single perspective in life, for the future and to improve the past. :) Selamat berpuasa. :) <3

hello~

Assalamualaikum everyone. Its been quite a while since my last post, and today I'm going to post basically what I have been up to, other than nothing. So basically, I went for preparation for treatment and had a gap of 10 days. Basically in the 10 days, I've been spending time with my family as well as friends: Cheenyca, Emme, Zah and Zati.

Other than that, I've been keeping in touch as much as possible with almost everyone. Recently, I just went through Skype with Mal, Mash, Amrina, Eyah as well as viber with Tini. I went on FaceTime as well with my sister who is currently in Brunei. Other than that, I went out shopping with my mum and officially got myself a 2NE1 DVD and CD. (really happy with it)

Other than that, I've done nothing much. But yeah, that's that. :)

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Honest Mistake


The photo is the one posted on my Instagram. So yeah. :) that one. Hahah thanks

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

NCC Trip.

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum. :) So this will be a big update. As I update everyone about something. Well today I went to NCC (National Cancer Centre) and met up with the doctor from the Oncology Centre. So what is going on now is that I’ll be going for scans tomorrow and Friday. So that they can see where to expose the radiation and all. We even talked about the side effects, where it is said that at a LOW percentage, that in 20-40 years time, it is rare though that another cancer or the same one coming back. Now I really hope this doesn’t come back. Because really, I hope not. Then there was the side effect where at the slightest chance as well that it could hit the spinal cord. And spinal cord is basically well, mostly everything. But, this is rare to happen. Also, I was explained that there will be a slight burn, not really a burn lah, its like getting a tan in the beach. Sore throat chances are most likely. So water is extremely encouraged for as consumption. Some other long term effects were mentioned, but I’ll just write that out of this post.
So as for the radiotherapy, it is expected to be on 1/7. I'm expected to have 17 Sessions (Every week: Monday-Friday). Every time it will be for 10-15 minutes of radiation. So, yeah. Huhu..
I can’t say that I’m not scared. Without a doubt, fear grew within me, but however, this is the test from Allah, and everything comes from Him. I believe that this is the test He has given me and knows I’m capable of going through this InsyaAllah. But insyallah, with patience and strength as well as prayers especially, InsyaAllah, everything will go smoothly. Having posted this, I would like everyone, whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you can after reading this, help me by praying for the best, pray for all the safety and as well as for this treatment to go smoothly. I really want to get this over and done with. This is the last battle. Hopefully. Amin. Amin. Amin.
Assalmualaikum.:)

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Here I Am.

Assalamualaikum to who ever is reading this, wherever you may be, whatever time it is. Its been quite a while, and previously, my last post was about me going for my chemo. So, now that its June, guess what? I made it through with chemo. So I finally decided to go on blogging to personally tell what has happening, what I've experienced, as well as, what is going on now. 4 Cycles of chemo. 4 months of chemo. It was living hell. No one but cancer patients would understand the exact hell I'm talking about. Having to vomit 'nothing' at the same time eat to fill the empty tummy was how this nausea feeling put a living pain. Nevertheless, I'm thankful for those "pain" has cured me mostly. Having to not spend the time with my other friends, not socializing as usual, not having school majority of the time basically felt different. Of course, who would really be so used to it instantaneously. But these past few months, despite going through chemo, I've learned so many things that practically changed my life. Not that I'll mention it here, but basically it involved in really putting an effect in my life that I'll never forget. All those times missed this year, could be and would be worth it in the end, I told myself. All those "pain", those misery, will finally pay off soon insyallah. Right now, losing my hair, losing weight (17KG), I tell myself, all this will be back. Well maybe not the weight, I would love to maintain it. hahah But basically, I've been eating healthy, not eating any sweet things, and only have been drinking water and some fresh orange juice. I do miss the chocolate and all, but yeah. Its ok. :) Basically, now, I just wanna say how thankful I am, to my family, my friends, my teachers, both from SGS as well PTEM, not forgetting the nurses and doctors who has been helping me fight this part 1 battle. It was an easier process thanks to you guys. throughout these 4 months, the things you guys did for me will be unforgettable as well as something I would never forget. THANK YOU SO MUCH and MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU. Now? Well, I'm in Singapore at a hotel's internet lounge, typing out my life basically. I'm finally doing the last part of my battle: Radiotherapy. How long RT will be? Not sure, but I'll be here for quite a while. Till then, I ask for prayers of helping me to get through this smoothly. Amin Amin. Thank You.

Ji Hyo & Choi Jin Hyuk

So I went to Singapore last month to go for the Emergency Couple meet and greet. Went there with my sister, and so there were pictures. :) Copyrights to Fast Track Events. :)

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Day 11: Exhausted.

Well Saturday was a real tiring day. Had appointments since morning till afternoon. I'm all set for chemo on Monday. Pray for the speedy recovery... huhu Other than having my dental appointments, PICC appointment, I got meself a polaroid~~~~~ :)))))))) hehehe

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Haemo/Dental/Hair

Assalamualaikum everyone. :) so for today, i had an appointment to check out my neck.. and went for preparations for chemotheraphy.. huhu: dental appointments and even had my hair cut shorter, not bald, just shorter, :) i sure have some complaints regarding my veins. They're pretty small. its so hard to find em..... which i why i'll be inserting this kind of tube (or needle) that will be in my arm for about 6 weeks so if i were to take some blood or put stuff in, i dont have to go through the pain of poking me all the time. Hopefully everything goes well. amin amin. quite nervewrecking i must say, but this is the fight. the battle begins soon.. :) Bismillah..

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Day 7: Nadya, Niqah, Ghazi, Ramizah, Dan, Hanis, Hazazi, Safiy, Afiqah and Zul

So so happy to see some more people today. Time was spent greatly for today with these crazy people. Thanks for coming and visiting me!! To Zul: Thanks for coming and picking them up and all~~ hehe. Here are the momentosssss~:

Salam Maulidur Rasul

Assalamualaikum to whomever may be reading this. Just wanted to say Salam Maulidur Rasul to all Muslims celebrating it today in the whole universe!! :) Much Love, Nana Othman :) <3

Monday, January 13, 2014

alhamdulilah :)

Assalamualaikum everyone~ so i have great news!!! was just informed today that my bone marrow results came out.. and ALHAMDULILAH my bone is clear of diseases!! so i'm not on stage 4!! but just stage 2!! syukur alhamdulilah~ very very thankful for firstly, early diagnosis as well as the results and everything and everyone who is just giving support.. Alhamdulilah.. :)thank you semua.. :)

Day 6: Syad, Ayu, Farah and Amrina

ahhhh~ my monday wasnt quite quiet after all~ Syad, Ayu, Farah and Am came to visit!!! thanks so much kamuuuuu for everything.. :) skype part was just too funny. ahahah

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Part 2: Day With Lit buddies~ , Day 5 of the Journey

Sunday 12/1/14: A day with some friends from Lit. :) Thanks for coming Mella, Kee, Amy and Hariz!!!

part 1.

just few post on before and after surgery. :)

oil in water.

deep post? i think so not. hahah reason why i decided to give the title to this is because there has been a bit of oil that has contaminated a bit of my pure "freshly" life. wont say its the worst, cause i myself has decided to believe that the best is still to be the out come of this "contamination". it gives me an effect, and to express here officially, for those of you who are still with me, that my 2014 is going to be a memorable year where i know i can go on talking about this in decades of future looking back how i fought, how much love and support i had going through this. Hodgkin's Lymphoma is one of last things or any such type of diseases i expect to appear in my life. To write about this post, is with a heavy and i'm still believing i am typing out this. but reason to do so, is so i could also reach out for more prayers and support and to let everyone know it happens. and for the next few post will be about my fight with Hodgkin's Lymphoma. Stage 2. I just had my surgery days ago, and is still recovering. Of course, in advance, I'd like to express my gratitude, my love to everyone involved with me in this battle. My Family, My friends, my teachers, tutors,basically EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU. Thank you so much for all the love and support. Chemotheraphy: The Beginning of My New Chapter (Slash another added piece of puzzle added to my life). More to come. xx Assalamualaikum. xx

as alive as this blog

Assalamualaikum to all readers (if you guys are still viewing) I finally have some spare time and also a new laptop!! to actually blog and update you guys. life is good in PTEM. Officially a Head of PR! :) towards the end of 2013, with the app dinner done, so so glad to say it was quite a success despite all the behind the scenes. so here are some of my 2013/2014 moments. not all are uploaded. will upload more soon. :)